pregnancy blues

I am writing this so I will read this in 7 months or so and laugh out loud. Right now nothing is actually funny as I spend all day puking, thinking of puking or trying not to puke. The whole entire day. Then I'm up all night worrying how my baby is, if all is ok, if this or that is normal...just everyday scared pukey and afraid to hope. I try to fix the wedding to distract myself but that also makes me scared pukey and afraid to hope.

All this for my little Nemo though so it is ok! I will survive! :) I love you little Nemo, hang in there for mommy and I will see you in a few months. Mommy loves you, Daddy loves you <3