tripmunky's random thoughts on an ongoing midlife crisis, love, peace and rock and roll.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

honesty

can i just be honest and quit this single empowerment bullshit.

I can't breathe.

I'm always 5 seconds away from wanting to call him to come back.

I feel HORRIBLE and I've just spent the last three weeks taking care of myself, taking vitamins, resting.

There is an actual PAIN in my heart that's physically unbearable.

This feels like the worst it can get, and I am hoping I am right because any more of this and I'll flip out.

I am in no mood to do anything, even if this morning I will be one step closer to moving into MY OWN HOUSE which was my absolute dream.

Please let this be rock bottom.

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